Thu, 26 Aug 2004


flesh is weak

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Given my current work schedule (11 hour days on average with a few 30 hour days) I have lost all sense of time and place. I wake up not knowing what time it is, whether it is late in the evening or early in the morning before the sun is up, whether it is spring, summer, or fall (in this land of no winter.) I wake up not knowing where exactly I am, since I've only been living here for three months now. I have dreams about the cities I have lived in, the separate lives I have led. Everything feels so remote, both in time and place.

I feel like every part of my mind is drifting apart from each other. Sort of the like the universe expanding, with more and more empty space in between.

To summarize: I may very well be losing my mind.

21:35:24 26 Aug 2004 > /soul > permalink > 1 comments


Name/Blog: infiniti
Title: ditto
Comment/Excerpt: every morning i wake up and think, "shit. what day is it? am i supposed to be somewhere?" my number one question for myself is: "when am i?"

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