Tue, 20 Dec 2005

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As I sit here in front of my computer in my underwear, unshowered, and unshaven, procrastinating about going to work, I stare at the detritus of my living room, with weeks-old mail strewn across the floor, and tangled up wires all over the place.

Times like this, I can't help but wonder: what the hell am I doing with my life?

And then I remember this: It is far too late for regret.


It's 53 degrees outside right now and there was a very recent time in my life when I would've classified this as a heat wave, what with it being December and all, but now that I've completely readjusted to sunny Southern California, all I really want to do is bury myself under my covers and wait until spring. I kind of wonder if seasonal affective disorder is simply a genetic anachronism from some mammalian ancestor that used to hibernate. Whatever it is, I've got it, and it sucks.


And why is it, that when I'm feeling really low, whatever the reason may be, I always find myself dwelling on the fact that I'm alone. Oh so very alone.

Ha.


It's time, meet me on the sunny road…

07:27:32 20 Dec 2005 > /soul > permalink > 2 comments

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Name/Blog:
URL: mailto:fibban@gmail.com
Title: No light at the end of the tunnel.
Comment/Excerpt: Perhaps you can take solace in the fact, that somewhere, out there, there's always someone worse of than you. Me, for example. I'm procrastinating not about going to work, but of serving a prison sentence. Anyway, why not try living through drugs? At least it's better than not living at all.Perhaps you can take solace in the fact, that somewhere, out there, there's always someone worse of than you. Me, for example. I'm procrastinating not about going to work, but of serving a prison sentence. Anyway, why not try living through drugs? At least it's better than not living at all.

Name/Blog: Veda
URL: http://forthelyricalones.blogspot.com/
Title: Great Use of the word "Detritus"
Comment/Excerpt: Hey. I stumbled into your blog while looking for other people who like poetry slams. Anyway, I like your writing style. As far as living rooms go, you are in very good company. And as to what any of us are doing with our lives? Apparently, we're working to collect stuff to mess up our living spaces so we can clean stuff. Then we go online and turn a way of life into a run on sentance. But I can only speak for myself. :-) Veda

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